“What do i want to do ?”
I can’t understand the answer to this question.Its a trivial question for me.It’s not just one thing i want to do(career).Ok, for this question what answer you get in your head or do you even get any answer? For me i get these answers:
Graphic Designing; Civil Services ; Management ; Teaching ;( These are the major ones).
Everyone reasons like only one of those can be chosen.But i ask Why can’t i choose more than one.I don’t want to have a same & monotonous type of work for the whole life. I want to merge all them together- i want to be all of them – yes a jack of all trades- a Scholar.I have all my life for this(however short or long it may be). I am not saying i would be a scholar in 10years or 20years.I understand getting to that point will take time.There is a possibility that i might not even get close to it.Let it be the Acme for me.
Michelanglo ” The greatest danger of most of us is not that our aim is too high & we miss it, But that it is too low & we reach it”
Many of us want to draw a single line a strong line of career.But for me i want to spawn a web of career. All the different career aspect does intersect with each other.Woven together they create a mesh for me, to catch my desire & dreams into it.I know we can plant a sapling & make it grow into a tree.Whether it will be a fruit bearing one will depend on our actions only.But why can’t there be a garden of them.Some might bear fruits & some might not. Some will be there for shear pleasure of us and some for its sweet & sour fruits.I can see the tree, though i can also see the garden.If i ever build this garden it will be open for all to learn & apply it to there life.To inspire them to aspire higher than this.
My inexperience in life & irrationality of youth(though i don’t consider it as irrational) might let you say that it is only wishful thought.It can not be practical.It might seem to be my rambling or preaching.However i feel that one’s persistence & determination can be the only deterrent in making this garden a reality.I have promised myself to achieve this & one day i shall.